Right now Im figuring out how to get a lot done without actually very much. Which is probably something to do with just turning 40 recently.
Anyway, Im seeing that I actually barter with myself in order to generate incentives for myself to make myself do something. Its interesting to see the machinations of ones self from the perspective of ones self, it has a tendency to reassure ones self.
I have to figure out how to make this functional for my self.